Anonymous asked: how much do you weigh?
2 lbs.
Anonymous asked: You think you have it bad? You think you have it fucking bad? It must suck being perfect, Hannah. I go to your school, you can stop pretending. YOU don't know what it's like to be ugly. YOU don't know what it's like not feeling wanted. You have a boyfriend who loves you, your family actually has money, you get attention, so shut the fuck up. You don't know what it's like feeling ugly and hopeless. I stick my fingers down my throat a least 5 times a day so I can be like girls like you.
really? it’s funny how people say this. when they don’t even know me. my family is broke. my parents constantly tell me that i won’t be going to college. i pay for everything. from prom. to homework projects. to my own meals. you wonder why? because my parents couldn’t give two shits and are out every night not even thinking of my well being. ugly and hopeless? i feel that way as well sweetheart. i bet if i saw you i would think you are beautiful. everyone perceives people different then they perceive themselves. and that’s what matters isn’t? what you think of yourself? i feel like i do not exist. i feel like a separate entity that does not belong on this earth. that is why i feel hopeless. that is why i cut. that is why ive been back and fourth to hospitals. i have borderline personality disorder. i have one friend. and can’t make new ones. but let me tell you one thing, don’t you dare ever tell someone how they are feeling. you know NOTHING about me. and the fact that you posted this proves that. my family tells me constantly that i am a disappointment, fat, ugly, stupid, not trying. i am constantly verbally, and occasionally physically abused. i was abused when i was young. i have never been the same and never been able to form a healthy relationship until the one i have now. i don’t know what it’s like to feel unwanted? i am told by my own family members that i am unwanted every day. maybe next time you will think before you post something, and try to focus on what could be happening on the inside, not just the part you and your peers can see, lovely. i hope you feel better though, no one deserves to feel like this and i would never wish it upon anyone.
you know, sometimes the words you type. hurt.
ow
my whole body aches. with pure, and utter sadness.
